August 2004

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Woo...just under the gun there, as it's 11:58 PM. So, I expected to sit around all weekend doing nothing. HA! 'Twas not to be. I got called into work around 3 today and they told me to come in tomorrow too. Go figure.
The fall semester starts in a little over a week. I got my tuition bill on Friday. Let me tell you, this is the first time that getting a tuition bill was a good thing. This means I can go buy my books. Woo! Let's hear it for financial aid! In any case, this semester should be...well...boring...but survivable.
Not much else is going on in my life. Work. Blah. Work. So it goes. I suppose eventually I need to go and do something else with my time. Maybe. It just doesn't seem worth it though. I've come to the conclusion that either I'll end up alone forever or I'll end up having to settle for something less than what I want. I don't think it's possible to ever find a guy who is what I want. I've also noticed that since I've been alone for so long, it is probably going to be difficult to be with any guy. Independence is destructive.
Man, I need a sugar daddy.
Drinking is also destructive. Makes ya say stupid things. Like this entire entry, for example.
I'm gonna go now.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

I decided I was tired of complete strangers getting the wrong idea about me because I happened to have stuff concerning sex on my website. Problem solved. No more sex page. Boo hoo. Doesn't really matter, since I'm apparently never going to do it again. Oh well. That's ok. I've been so tired lately, I haven't even missed it. Add to that my constant disgust with the male gender and we've got the makings of a celibate woman.
I think this living alone thing might be more destructive than I thought. I have too much time alone doing nothing. I figure I'll either start eating a lot and get really fat, start reading a lot and get really fat, or do something else that I haven't decided and get really fat. Basically, no matter what I do, living alone will eventually make me fat. Just a theory. We'll see if I can prove it. Although maybe I'll start doing Tae Bo like a maniac and get in shape. (Insert laugh track here.) Hey! It could happen. I have to have some kind of motivation in this body somewhere...
I'm not the happiest person in the world today. (Although, am I EVER the happiest person? ...that's a completely different topic. Stay focused, Martha.) I have a total of 8 hours at K-mart next week. Yes...That's 8 hours for all 7 days of next week. That's horrible. I have the entire weekend of the 28-29 off. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm going to be so bored. Not to mention poor. Sigh. I'm hoping someone quits or calls in or something so I can get more hours. I can't pay rent for 2 people on 8 hours. I'm going to be cutting it close for the next few months as it is. It really sucks. Roommates suck. People suck. Everything sucks. Grrr.

Friday, August 20, 2004

Sooooo tired. Hooray for WI weather! I got a monster cold sometime Tuesday...Wednesday was just a blur...Thursday wasn't much better. I was pretty lucid for most of today at least. Needless to say, I haven't accomplished much this week. Ok, make that nothing. I really need to do my laundry. It's been sitting, sorted, on my floor for about a week. Argh. I just don't have the enery. Or motivation. Or both. Whatever.
This lack of energy may have been a good thing. I've been going out of my way to pick fights online lately. I'm not sure why. Maybe I'm just feeling disagreeable. It's just that so many guys have PMed me about my "What I want in a Man" page to tell me that I'll never find a guy who fits all those things. Or that I'm not good enough to deserve a man like that. Or any guy like that will be a big wuss. Or...you get the idea. Ok, so if you don't like what I'm looking for in a guy, that's fine. There's no need to PM me and insult me about it. Geesh. People are so damn annoying.
So, it occured to me that there are less than 3 weeks left before the semester starts. Aargh again. Where did the summer go? That's insane. I took a look online at how much books are going to cost me. My range is $312 - $416. Not too bad...although my financial aid will cover it. I just have to sit and wait until the bill comes and then I can fill out that cash advance thingy. I think. I dunno...it's not like I've ever done this before. :) Woo...Financial Aid.
Perhaps I will send out graduation announcements of some sort. Not invitations. I don't want any more people showing up than are already planning to. I'm not too keen on my family associating with people I know around here. Tee Hee. I'm kinda liking my independence and distance from them in general, you know.
As I live and write. Another guy just PMed me about my man page. And I quote: " I re3ad your description of what you want in a man do you really think you'll find someone to meet that description?" Yeah...there's a 3 in there. Sigh.

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Mmmm. Chocolate Volcano. I'm going to have to take a trip to the other side of town to go to Culvers and get some of that. Not that I have the money to do that. Not that I need the sugar and fat and empty calories. It's just something I feel I need to do. :)
So people. Click here to see all the stuff my roommate left behind that I am subsequently selling. If you or anyone you know is interested in any of this shit, let me know.

Sunday, August 8, 2004

Well she finally left. Early this morning apparently. She leaves me a note in the mailbox telling me to call the cable company to do something or other. My ass...I'm gonna hook up my shit and wait until they decide to turn it off. It's in her name anyway. Maybe I'll order some Pay Per View porn...
It's been a fun weekend. I'll be moving to the single across the hall at the end of September. Sigh. I hate roommates. I can't seem to find a good one to save myself. She left a ton of crap here too. Furniture and the like. I figure I'll sell it. So, if anyone is interested in 2 computer desks, a tv stand or a full size bed, let me know. That's about it. Aah, the silence is wonderful. I have to clean the bathroom though. I just gave up while she was here. It was a lost cause. So now I can clean it and be able to take baths. Woo.
I've got nothing...