July 2004

Monday, July 19, 2004

Blah. Meh. Grr. Pfft. Bah. Eek. and numerous other comic strip-like expressions.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

I had another moment last night. Another one of those “Gee, I wish there were more than 24 hours in a day so I could enjoy my life for longer” moments. As I’m sure I’ve mentioned before, I HATE onions. I hate the taste of them, the look of them, and especially the SMELL of them. Unfortunately, I live with a person who has a creepy and somewhat disturbing love of onions. Needless to say, this doesn’t really make for the best living conditions. I swear, that girl puts onions on everything. And yet she manages to find a guy who wants to live in the same room and I can’t even get a guy into my apartment. Live is unfair. And she can’t be bothered to clean up the juice or put the onion in a bag or anything, so the entire apartment reeks of onions and everything in the fridge starts smelling like them too. Ew. All I can say is “ew.”
I had the weirdest dream again last night. This one was all about bugs. I’m thinking this is because there have been an incredible amount of bugs in my apartment in the last few days. How gross. I hate bugs. Anyhoo, in this dream, there were many many bugs in my house. I was going crazy after them with a vacuum cleaner. These were all really hideous bugs. I’d vacuum up some appendage, say a leg or an arm, and then all of the sudden they would morph into gorgeous guys. They were all horribly maimed in someway though because I’d just torn off a body part prior to their transformation. How depressing is that? I think I have problems.
Rargh. So many things are bugging me lately. And surprisingly, I’ve been in a relatively good mood too. Strange. I’d be in a better mood if it would STOP RAINING for a day or so…geesh. Maybe I should get those new windshield wipers after all…heh.
Blah Blah. I’ve got nothing to say, really. This week is boring and will continue to be as such, I assume. Nothing ever happens in my life. Nothing good at least.

Saturday, July 10, 2004

I just had a moment. I was going to the kitchen to get another beer and I happened to look down as I was walking. In my left hand was an empty Hagen-Daas chocolate peanut butter ice cream container. In my right hand was an empty can of Miller Lite. This is what my Saturday nights have been reduced to: eating really bad for me ice cream, drinking cheap beer, and watching the entire first season of Sex in the City. Sigh.
What I wouldn't do for a guy who wanted to hang out with me and not have sex...
**Hours (and about 6 beers) later**As I sit peeing on the toilet surrounded by the stench of my roommate's (or perhaps her internet boyfriend's) recent shit...I think, "Gee, I wish there were more hours in a day so I could enjoy my life MORE..."

Friday, July 9, 2004

My life is so boring. I was going to rent movies tonight but then I felt totally pathetic so I decided against that. So here I am, sitting alone in my room doing nothing instead. Woo! Great idea, Martha.
**Random thought** I just love sneezing. It's almost orgasmic... **End of random thought**
I'm feeling especially ugly these days. I haven't talked to anyone other than people I work with for WEEKS. Don't even ask about other "pleasures" in life. It's like since I started my "Thoughts on Sex" page, I've quit thinking about it. Or when I DO think about it, it's nothing good. Men just suck. It's totally depressing. I went to Sheboygan for July 5th (Note: I won't be going back there for quite a while...) and there were just so many families and people with babies. It was horrible. I felt so out of place and alone. I never notice that so much in Oshkosh. It's a completely different atmosphere I guess. Maybe I'm just psychotic.
No comments please...not that anyone reads this anyway...

Monday, July 5, 2004

I swear...if K-mart doesn't fix the air-conditioning soon, we're going to have old ladies dropping dead in the aisles...and that will not be pleasant. It hasn't even been that hot outside yet and it has been practically a sauna inside the store. It's horrible. But whatever. Maybe I'll sweat off some weight. LoL.
Life is so boring. I don't know when I'll be heading to Sheerbordem. I had a horrible dream last night about my car self-destructing on the way down there, so I'm kind of nervous about going...

Friday, July 2, 2004

Once again, if you want to join me in Sheboygan on Monday, let me know.
For the love of…this day is never going to end. I thought that when you’re keeping busy, time is supposed to go fast. That theory is being disproved today. It is taking FOREVER to get to the end of the day. I guess I could just be thinking that…not like I have anything I’m looking forward to. I get to run errands and then sit a home. I plan to get plastered tonight. Bought some vodka yesterday and I have a whole bottle of cranberry juice that has just been patiently waiting in the fridge for a while. Yay. I’m not an alcoholic. Really, I’m not.
Today is payday. I get to start paying my mom back. Unless I spend way too much on clothes, which could happen. Since I haven’t bought any clothing forever, I am in desperate need of quite a few things. My shoes for k-mart have had holes in them for months. My black pants are looking kind of sad at this point. I need some new light colored shoes too. And underwear…don’t even get me started on underwear. 3 or 4 of my bras have had the underwire snap in half under the boob. It pokes me. But what can ya do. Fortunately, k-mart is having a buy one get one half off sale. Woo! Granted, they’re about $10 in the first place…grrrr…
Life is rough.
I’m still in a relatively upbeat mood. Not sure why…still…There are so many things I should do…but I never seem to get around to them. I’ve been so incredibly lazy lately. And tired. Although those two things are most likely connected. I really need to get off my ass and do stuff. It’s so hard to be motivated when you’re so tired though. It’s an evil cycle.